The New Job

I've been at the new job almost 2 weeks.  It's been going...the learning curve is big and I'm struggling a bit.  As for my Mr. Big aka the Colonel, he has fallen off the grid.  It was to be expected though, but I HATE it!  I hate being rejected--don't we all....

He's not returning phone calls or emails at this point, my favorite, Radio Silence.  As a certain college roomie stated when I told her about Mr. Big-the return, he was totally unavailable back then and likely would be again.  And.....she was right again.  Hate it when that happens.  Why couldn't we just have had a wham, bam, thank you ma'am and he not mention all the lovey dovey crap?  One nighters, while not ideal, can work for me.  What can I say--it had been a while.  Just need to have that expectation out right...Boo.

What makes it more challenging is that Mr. Big involved the whole family--well not entire--only mom, dad, 2 sisters, and me.  There are a total of 6 brothers and sisters including me.  Still, it's a third and I know I'll be getting some pointed questions come Christmas time.  Annoying.

Not remembering all that lovey crap I wrote a week ago...